I feel sick and I probably need help.
Somehow in the dinner table, we got into this conversation about how in China, watches were the latest ”upper-class” fashion statement back in the day.
He was telling this story about expensive watches in China and what not. I asked him if he had any. He said mine were cheap.
I asked him what’s an expensive watch?
He replied many the Chinese words, I only recognized Rolex.
I’d said “one day I’ll get you one.”
He replied “You’re crazy. Those things are useless”
I laughed. “I guess if I’m ever rich.”
Both my grandfather and mother bought him a watch as gifts.
One day it’ll be my turn.
You can blame the weather for this too.
As much as I like wearing shades, when the weathers gray, I just don’t feel like doing jack and I just sleep more or less when I’m home.
It’s also not that I got nothing due. They’re just all due Friday or a week later.
A friend asked me. On the topic of whether or not I like anyone.
I laughed and replied
“It’s complicated. I’m sorta not true to my own feelings so I honestly don’t know. It doesn’t help that I always… say the opposite of what I feel. In a sense, I’m kinda confusing myself huh?”
He just nodded. I guess he sorta understands?
It is complicated. I crush all the time. But that’s it? Crushes should just be friends. Right?
Apparently I don’t twist his ankle wearing ankle weights playing badminton but I twist my ankle bowling. Silly me. Probably should have stretched.
Spent the day with a couple of nice friends.
I’ve been labeled a tsundere. Funny huh?
I love people who can keep a conversation going for hours. Time just flies.
Yeah it’s like what my friend said. “Don’t you wish time could just move slower when you’re doing the things you like?”. This isn’t the first time either aha.
I’ll probably be seeing them more over the summer. It’s easy given they’re in my classes.
come off anon/give me your name or message me personally if you’re dying to know. That and whether or not you want to know the story.
Had a mini-disney movies I’ve never watched before with friends today at my house.
They were both heartwarming and hurting during moments. It’s weird.
I guess like the guys say, I’m a girl when it comes to these things.