I’m probably looking to deep into this song that I should.
The point is, to me. You should never have to say that. The fact that you have to say something like that to someone just for ”loving” a bit too much.
Little heartbreaking isn’t it?
Just like ”I’m so sorry but I love you”.
People make fun of me for doing nothing but.
There’s something about it that relaxes me.
When I’m with good company, I might as well just be in heaven.
Sitting beside her, nice sunny day. Lying down beside her on a bench, on her lap if she lets.
Didn’t have company today… I guess I wish I did.
I sat there at the swings. 10:00pm. Just thought long and hard about everything. To be totally honest. I almost cried. At the same time. I was happy. It was complicated.
Stared in the bench where I used to drag whoever along to just keep me company. We’d just talk and talk and… talk. Time would just fly…
I’ll admit. I miss those times.
I’m no good.
I can’t handle… things that well yet.
I guess that’s why I’m no good for business.
One call killed my whole mood. Ruined my whole night basically.
I started with 6 painters. I’m down to two and a half.
On top of finding a replacement… there’s the problem of cold calling… finding work… booking work… managing the work I already have…
Geez. I’m overwhelmed.
cause I’ve been thinking it’s all my fault.
no excuses.
and.
well, that’s my problem.
Losing money on jobs. Over-budgeting.
Bitch of a client. Doors are suppose to look like that after they’re painted yet she doesn’t like the way they look
Working almost 15 hours a day and getting… well next to nothing really.
Dad lost his job. Well more like his work place is going out of business so everyone’s laid off.
Probably pissed off some friends cause of this job… I haven’t been able to make it to anything.
This hurts.
So much.
- Phoenix Wright
If it wasn’t for the 8 years of University I’d have to go through…
I’d might as well have been a lawyer.
I’d always had a sense of… justice that’d fit that occupation.
I’d want to be just like Phoenix Wright.
OBJECTION
Episodes are on youtube. Easy to click and watch.
Also they’re very addicting and full of nostalgia. I’m rather sad it never ”finished”.
I don’t have cable or tv anymore. My computer is the source of my shows.
For the most part of ”cartoons” that are not anime, I really missed this show.
I also watched X-men evolution and Clash of the Titans.
Oh yeah.
I have this biggest crush on Raven as a kid watching this show.
Now that I’m 18 now and I can say I’m totally attracted to the character.
Isn’t that a record.
I’ve been busy. Working almost… 15 hours a day?
It’s crazy.
How much am I making?
Well. Hopefully by next week, I’m breaking even.
I have this weird hamstring pain.
I googled it and well, apparently it’s sciatica.
It’s from sitting/driving for long periods of time and that’s exactly what I’ve been doing.
So much for trying to put my schedule into myself getting back into shape this Summer…
Stamina-wise… all that sitting doesn’t do much for that.
Strength-wise, I’ve pretty much… probably gone weaker. I’ve lost weight from skipping meals.
Abs? - well. Haven’t been swimming nor play much sports lately. who knows…
I hate feeling sluggish.
Hope to get back… somehow.
They say before you start a war, you better know what you’re fighting for.
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